I hate to imagine

Life ….??Isn’t it a question by itself? I mean how much we do know about our own life ..?About our own selves???No one knows oneself completely…and one can’t ..Because its life which time to time make us aware of what we are what we have in us.. And sometimes it reveals some facts about us which are unknown.. unseen..and untouched…I never thought about life as such and see today life made me think about it and I never thought I would be writing about my life but I am …strange nahi?? But one thing all of us would agree on life is not Mary go round all the time …or I should say most of the times …but u know the sad part is when it doesn’t work the way u want it to ..and u can’t do anything about it …u just be helpless ..i hate to be helpless ..i hate to just let life ruin my happiness ..And I can’t do much than just thinking about how beautiful it would have been if I could decide how it should be ..i hate it when someone hurts u ,when someone doesn’t trust u, doesn’t understand u,I wish one day they will ,but I hate to just wish… i hate to just imagine …I hate to just imagine me being happy …I hate to just imagine….coz imagination is something which doesn’t last fro long..u blink ur eye and its gone …its better to dream than imagine …because when u dream u r sleeping devoid of this world and this ”Life”…that’s ur own world where its works according to u, it changes the way u want it to be …and u r the one who decide for yourself…I wish life just would have been a dream and not the fact ….because it becomes difficult to except the fact…I know that u can’t run away from the fact ..From the problems, from the difficulties of life …but I wish I can …I wish I can runaway from this life from everyone ….U know when I want to run away I feel the best place to be is to go close to nature where u go away from this life ..Devoid of human emotions …devoid of drama, devoid of fake faces, devoid of complexities. Nothing which will turn u down its u ..and urself …and the best place is sea face…with the sound of waves and with the wind…its amazing …ocean is a good companion always..coz he will never give u that pain which u get when u r hurt..never…