in search of "ME"...

2008-02-19T00:03:00.000-08:00

i may not be ..but still

I may not be the one
taking away those painfull pauses
But I’ll be there to find its causes.

I may not be the one,
guiding you to do things
but I’ll be one stopping you from bad things

I may not be the one
to give you inspirations
but I’ll always be cheering you to fulfil your dreams

I may not be the one
you would always talk to
but I’ll always be ready to listen to

I may not be the one
filling colours in your blue day
but I’ll never let it turn to a worse day

I may not be the one
being the reason for your happiness
but I’ll make sure that you be a part of my happiness

I may not be the one
taking you through your loneliness
but always be next to you when you need someone’s presence

I may not be the one
you would trust to share this all
but I’ll be keeping it within me
till the deaths call.

2008-02-18T23:56:00.000-08:00

i wrote this poem for my friend sitting in a boaring lecture series... this is what i feel she is ..

i am..

I am a bird
..but all for myself

I am Confusion,
.. yet the Solution
..but all for myself

I am Love,
..yet an Hatred
..but all for myself

I am a Book,
..yet so Blank
…but for myself

I am an Illusion,
..yet an reflection
…but just for myself

I am a Passion,
..yet not a Desire
…but for myself

I am Bird,
..yet so Trapped… but all in "Myself

2007-06-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

hey guys; i have always been writing poems ,
but this is the 1st time someone special has sent me a poem ..
so just showing it off ;)

To me,

Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you
Your love is warm and precious
Your heart so pure and true
Heavens angels brought me
To knock upon your door
To give you all my love
To keep you wanting more
The special bond we share, will guide us on our way
To a perfect life were dreams come true
What more can I really say
We were brought together, never will we part
Your my special gift
Your my shining star
I'll love you unconditionally
With all my heart and soul
I'll never break your spirit
I'll always keep you whole

-From a special one

2007-06-17T22:06:00.000-07:00

Who are you???

who are you?
you have found your way
to the center of my life
to the core of my being
yet your existence so subtle

who are you?
you can soothe me so gently
disturb me so completely
show me so clearly and strongly
hidden aspects of my own personality
and yet carry me beyond borders of time

who are you?
my most intimate friend
most remote shining star
twinkling to brighten my life
yet remaining silent and constant

who are you?
you who leaves deep within me
and yet me not knowing...

2007-05-10T06:43:00.000-07:00

Let's live....

Let’s make this moment
coz this might be the last,

Let’s have a smile
and spread some smile
it is something which helps to walk mile.

Let’s say it a loud
so what if it’s a crowd
you will get something to be proud

Let’s make this moment
coz this might be the last

Let’s get out of our cave
live this moment like a wave
and find some memories to save

Let’s make life dance
no matter if you can’t
at least you won’t regret for missing the chance

Let’s make this moment
Ccz this might be the last

Let’s stop for moment, think for a while
is this the page you wanna put in your life’s file?
if not fine a road you would like to ride

Let’s do what we really want to do
that’s the thing for which people will remember you
coz it’s something which should not remain due.

Let’s make this moment
coz this might be the last

Let’s know every bud blooms into flower
every dark night ends with rising sun
we do get a chance to do what is undone

Let’s make this moment
knowing that this is not the last
every moment of life is a surprise
what’s the fun otherwise

I hate to imagine

2007-04-18T01:09:00.001-07:00

Life ….??Isn’t it a question by itself? I mean how much we do know about our own life ..?About our own selves???No one knows oneself completely…and one can’t ..Because its life which time to time make us aware of what we are what we have in us.. And sometimes it reveals some facts about us which are unknown.. unseen..and untouched…I never thought about life as such and see today life made me think about it and I never thought I would be writing about my life but I am …strange nahi?? But one thing all of us would agree on life is not Mary go round all the time …or I should say most of the times …but u know the sad part is when it doesn’t work the way u want it to ..and u can’t do anything about it …u just be helpless ..i hate to be helpless ..i hate to just let life ruin my happiness ..And I can’t do much than just thinking about how beautiful it would have been if I could decide how it should be ..i hate it when someone hurts u ,when someone doesn’t trust u, doesn’t understand u,I wish one day they will ,but I hate to just wish… i hate to just imagine …I hate to just imagine me being happy …I hate to just imagine….coz imagination is something which doesn’t last fro long..u blink ur eye and its gone …its better to dream than imagine …because when u dream u r sleeping devoid of this world and this ”Life”…that’s ur own world where its works according to u, it changes the way u want it to be …and u r the one who decide for yourself…I wish life just would have been a dream and not the fact ….because it becomes difficult to except the fact…I know that u can’t run away from the fact ..From the problems, from the difficulties of life …but I wish I can …I wish I can runaway from this life from everyone ….U know when I want to run away I feel the best place to be is to go close to nature where u go away from this life ..Devoid of human emotions …devoid of drama, devoid of fake faces, devoid of complexities. Nothing which will turn u down its u ..and urself …and the best place is sea face…with the sound of waves and with the wind…its amazing …ocean is a good companion always..coz he will never give u that pain which u get when u r hurt..never…

2007-02-03T01:16:00.000-08:00

Now I know . . . .

Now I know,
The desire of the waves
To meet the shore.

Now I know,
How the sky feels
Without its moon.

Now I know
the belonging of the flower
for its own fragrance.

Now I know,
the sorrow of the leaf
to leave its own tree.

Now I know,
the passion of a bird
to fly high and higher.

Now I know ,
the caress of a touch
when a dew falls on a grass.

Now I know ,
when you love someone
but still far apart.

2007-02-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

There will be a time . . . .

There will be a time
When I won’t be alone
There will be someone
to call my own.

There will a time
When every problem will have
It’s way to find
nothing will be there to mind.

There will be a time
when there won’t be
moment to feel low
stream of love
will help me to flow.

There will be a time
When my stars will shine
Nothing will go wrong
everything will be fine.

There will be a time
when life will be simple
love and happiness will
make my eyes twinkle.

2007-02-03T01:10:00.000-08:00

If….

If you are in front of me,
I don’t want to blink my eyes
So that I can catch u in my eyes…

If you are talking to me,
I just want to listen to u & nothing else
So that I can store your voice in my heart

If you are walking with me,
I don’t want that road to end
So that I can be with you till eternity

If we are laughing together,
I want that moment to freeze
So that I can always see you happy

If we are together even for a moment,
I want time to stop
So that I can be with u till I die..

2007-01-30T02:46:00.000-08:00

Never....

Never give a simle,
if it's not from your heart.

Never look into the eyes,
if you are not loyal.

Never hold a hand,
if it's not forever.

Never say "Good bye",
if you are going to come back.

Never say "Sorry",
if you don't feel it.

Never walk together,
if you are going to change path midways.

Never say "LOVE YOU"
if you don't mean it ....

2007-01-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

IT HURTS

It hurts
When you ignore me,
And it hurts
When you become possessive about me.

It hurts,
When you look deep in my eyes,
And say nothing,
And it hurts
When you don’t come to know what
They want to say.

It hurts,
When you try to hide your feelings,
And it hurts
When you express them passionately.

It hurts,
When you read my face
And it hurts
When you don’t understand what I
want to say but I can’t.

It hurts
When you extend your shoulder
when I need it
and it hurts
when you don’t feel I am
always there to help you.

It hurts
When I want to be with you
And it hurts
When you just go away.

It hurts
When I cant be there, when you
Need my warmth
And it hurts
When you don’t say what you
really want.

It hurts really hurts
When I cant understand...
If it hurts so much
Why ,I cant just let you go?
Why, I want you to be mine?
forever and forever...

i Wish...!

2007-01-30T02:22:00.001-08:00

I WISH . . . . .

I wish a hand
to clap for you
for your success.

I wish a hand,
to slap you
for your bad dids.

I wish a hand
Cheer you up
in your competitions.

I wish a hand
to calm u down
when you are angry.

I wish a hand
to take you
to bright paths of the life.

I wish a hand
to wipe your tears
in your bad times.

I wish a hand
to stay with you
forever in your life.

And i wish to GOD
that hand will be MINE . . .

2007-01-30T02:22:00.000-08:00

2007-01-30T00:36:00.000-08:00

Life…

Life is like ocean
With undefined end

Life is like sky
With undefined span

Life is like your eyes
With depth that can’t be found

Life is like a road
With unpredictable turns

Life is like seasons
Joy and sorrow one after the other

Life is like sand
Which runs away from your hand

Life is like raindrops
Sometimes harsh sometimes soft

Life
…which you desire to live,
Or want to die…
But it will change…
You just have to try

2007-01-30T00:24:00.000-08:00

hey guys

hi to u all ,,
i mean the ones who r taking an effort to read my blog.So 1st of all thank you..
so this is the 2nd time i m trying to make my blog id and i have my fingers crossed that it should work this time.{and i am hoping won't forget my blog id this time :) so here we go.
This blog is going to be about ...my poems mostly...and may be my thoughts if i think to pen them down..so shall we start...enjoy..